I guess within this new journey i have been searching for hope and where it hides,and when I find this amazing feeling, she really holds me up inside.
This loyal soldier, she defends my heart with a skilful spear….rising triumphant against my despair.
On looking for peace to give me comfort from the cold,unwelcome sad heartfelt thoughts i find too easily become bold. Winking at me and shaking their heads,they say to me frequently, "We know best." But I'm not so sure their impatient ramblings are true.I've dined here before but this time I've been served more than i can chew.
Suddenly I transform as i dive into this world, my eyes were really closed before, hiding behind my pride. My ego squirms awkwardly under the hail of so much laughter,whilst watching my heart and mind combine eternally thereafter.
I emerge from this hole in a new skin freshly veiled and i look at my discovered tools tucked under my life's belt,
holding my sewn pain away from my feet ,so that i can avoid stumbling over and over my defeat.
For I shall never give up, he will NOT be my friend,I left him at that dark corner where the streetlights have end.I for that matter charge courageously ahead,to build my own kingdom,to make my own bed.I have erected the gates at the front of my sorrow,so i can gaze but also step into a new faith tomorrow.
When I'm ready to fly, to feel peace take me again,i promise to help others by showing them what you send. The message i have received oh so loud and so clear and finally i realise that you really need me here. A rainbow warrior shield i hold now proud in my hands.I look up to the situation and I feel I understand.
As a result, this fabric of life that you've weaved for yourself , can be stitched and re-mended to bring you good wealth.Beyond all your possessions,failures and greed, you identify within ones true spirit and thats all that you need.
It's like a light that sparkles in front of me but also roams freely off in the distance,a combination of peace,love and happiness within ones own existence.Give me an oar,nah give me a boat, nah give me a river to ride, Im learning to navigate with this map by my side.I'm piecing together this puzzle one day at a time,and I'm now equipped with a compass, a light and a rhyme.