"I am my typical self: excited, scared, yeah...
Maybe this is just an excuse for my fucked up behavior, or for my
being constantly lost. I get into situations where I end up alone, so
I’ve gotten used to that. It’s fine.
Why all these preoccupations? Life is beautiful. Life is short. But I
really do need a man, I think... I am just a freak for uppers. Sugar,
caffeine... they get me.
Do I still hate myself? Yes. I need a man. No I don’t.
There is a guy who I think is the handsomest, most talented and fun of
all. His smile is enough to remind me that I have a heart. His eyes
are the color of the earth."
All music and lyrics by Penis Hickey.
Mixed and mastered by Jeff Kaiser.
Special thanks to Philip Skaller and Clint Davis for your creative and technical contributions.